January 2010
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i pray that something picks me up and sets me down...
are you that dumb?
seriously. ever since i completely ended things last year, it seems like 90% of what you talk to me about is other girls, and hooking up. very blatantly and obviously. do i look like i care? because i really don’t. you know what gets to me? not the fact that other girls are all over you. what gets to me is the fact that it seems like you’re trying soooo hard to make me jealous over...
HOLY DEAR GOD
KEVIN DEVINE’S COVER OF THE ONLY ONE IS ABSO-FUCKING-LUTELY AMAZING.
MIND:
BLOWN
she’d give him the world; he only had to ask...
i’m really sick of shady guys flirting with me.
seriously, the only two guys that pay me any attention(at least in that way) are soooo skeevy. they’re cute, oh, they’re really cute. one’s rather charming and sweet, and the other keeps me laughing constantly. but i KNOW who they are and what they do, and thus, i don’t like them at all in that way. so why is it that...
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yo kori.
that’s hella sick.
(:
i really like this feeling, but i’m really hoping i don’t like it THAT much.
addictions made me smarter
but you can’t be high all the time.
so i’m just going to venture out into this area of thought. you. apparently when i talk about you, my eyes shine. apparently when i talk about you, i start smiling a lot.
apparently, this means i like you.
i don’t think i’m going to doubt that. but i’m not sure if i want to get invested in this at all. because i’m not sure...
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bold the truth.
I think that shy guys are incredibly cute. A stranger has complimented me before. I always hold the door open if somebody behind me is going through the same door. The last shoes I wore were black. I own a pair of white flip flops. I have a personal xanga. (but I don’t use it anymore) I doodle on my notes during class sometimes. Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday. I actually study for tests. I...
why are you conversating with me?
don’t make me think you genuinely like me.
i’ve got enough shit to deal with right now, kid.
seriously.
i’m already confused. and i know your type.
i’ve written you off already.
shoo, shoo.
whoa.
stinging for a couple hours, round dos.
shit, i physically felt that cut through me.
not as if it were pain, just….have you ever had that feeling, like a cold chill running through your center(no, not down your spine)?
i am going out to stand on my balcony
while listening to the violin playing in Andrew Bird songs, in my shorts and tanktop, feeling the nice, cold air, and i am going to smoke that grape-flavored cigar.
and i, my friends, am going to contemplate things.
i am going to contemplate you, most of all. you and what you’ve done to me, for me, and within me. and what you’ve most likely ruined for anyone else who dares to come...
RELIGION LOL →
hey, religious assholes. (no, not all religious people are assholes. don’t assume i’m ignorant. im calling out the ones that really ARE assholes.)
read that.
(via katiecruz)
i'm holding onto a fairytale
in every aspect of my life right now.
that’s kind of sad, how i can apply that to the few major things going on in my head right now.
it applies to both of you,
it applies to my amazing winter break,
it applies to not having to speak with my dad anymore.
i’m holding onto all of that. but reality is…
you both are gone,
winter break is over,
and my dad has my car, and the...
i am so confused.
first off, i have to say. i just spent 15 minutes writing this blog and accidentally clicked a link and lost all the text. so i’m irritated. and this is a much less eloquent version of what i had up in the first place.
okay so.
i don’t know that going to school full-time is what i want right now. i took my first class today, and it seemed really amazing. i’m feeling really good...
misses mica!
here’s a shoutout to you for bookmarking my page, haha (:
i love you!! we need to text more. i have to tell you of my adventures, and you have to tell me of yours.
<3!
“I don’t know the question, but sex is definitely the answer.”
– Woody Allen (via decompose) (via captaincadiwack) (via flickflickflicker) (via fuckingobscenity)
you had me at hello.
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Manchester Orchestra/Kevin Devine Split EP Release... →
YES!!! :D January 26th, on my calendar RIGHT NOW.
fuckyeahkdev:
(via alterthepress)
i want to go back to owens&hollywood.
to see my city from a mountain’s edge.
to clear my mind.
to sit, cross-legged, and writing.
i want to take you there, to talk things out.
/:
the best bad idea i've had so far.
and nothing is going to stop me from playing this out.
fuckyeah for feeling like a BAMF right now.
:D
BRAND NEW THE BAND IS NOT DEAD.
FUCK YOU, IT IS NOT DEAD.
FUCK.
YOU.
FUCK.
YOU.
FUCKYOU.
the universe according to me would just implode the second that happened, so i would know.
FUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKK
YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
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godfuckingdammit.
WHY DO I STILL CARE ENOUGH TO HATE YOU?!
at least I had enough dignity to tell you that you no longer had any place in my life.
it’d still be nice to just have one day to relive what we used to be, you know? but, you’re not her, anymore. so I guess that’s just a pointless thought.
whatever. I’m probably just thinking this way because I’m in a bad mood for...
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oh well, i guess.
i guess it’s time for my typical regress.
maybe 2010 isn’t as different as i thought it would be.
or maybe i just have more expensive tastes, that i still can’t afford.
damn, i wish i wasn’t out of cigarettes.
and you, fuck you. stop being so self righteous and get to know people again. sometimes people change, alright? don’t fucking roll your eyes at me.
tonight...
do you know how ridiculous that was?!?
just thinking about it right now.
oh man.
IT WAS MADNESS.
it IS madness.
and i think it’s fucking awesome.
ahhh, my mind is officially blown.
striving to keep my composure.
life is looking up. i just…the few things that are missing that didn’t bother me before…they’re starting to get to me now. i was so overwhelmed and overjoyed by getting my LIFE back, that those little things didn’t matter. well, now they really do matter. for one…i need my car. i need it in a bad way. because very soon, my life is not going to be looking up...
how did that song go?
oh yeah,
i’m young.
i’m dumb.
i’m stung.
you bet i’m deep in the thick of it, baby.
i feel like i’m dancing between decisions.